Thursday, January 10, 2013
There it was...tv volume blaring, the ball in Time Square dropped...and a with 3...2...1....HAPPY NEW YEAR, my new start was laid out in front of me. Two full years have passed since my husband and I embarked on this TTC journey. It's hard to believe its been that long. That is 24 long months of constant devastation. For people that do not understand what I feel, I try to explain it as imagining if someone you love died every month. It's that heartbreaking. However, 2013 will be different. I can feel it. This will be the year that my husband and my dream come true. I feel confident in my doctor that we are being lead down the right path. I have the support of my close friends and immediate family. I'm excited, I'm hopeful, I'm happy. My relationship with my husband has gone from rocky and rigid because of the fear of the unknown, to light and supportive because of our restored hope. We are laughing more and enjoying the lightness we feel that was absent from all of those previous dark months in our past. Times are changing...for the better.